Feliz madres dias!

Well, today is mother's day... and i'm getting rid of a cute kitten.. :( laura's taking him... but we call him fluffball... but shes naming him cotten ball.. :-p there is a bit of a difference... here... that is the picture of the cat... i oculd only get his head.. laura's coming for him sometime soon... :/ anywyas, today is mother's day... and i got my mom a cat from the build a bear workshop.... i hope she likes it... right now ... she thinks that i didn't get her anything...

;( laura took the kitten right now.. :/ thats saddening..

oh my goodness!!! i was hanging out at the park yesterdya... i got a little sun burned.. :\ anywyas, but emily, towards the end like 9pm, was like.. stop rolling your eyes!!! and i started freaking out... because carmen tells me that i roll my eyes too.. the only thing is.. i dont notice it... i cna't tell if i'm doing it... unless someone points it out.. then i become really paranoid..... haha.. then i asked charlie if i did that.. and he said sometimes.. haha... gahh!!! i cna't help it!! leave me alone people!!!! :-p haha.. well that tis it for now... so i shall talk to you all later... byez! cc

To be, or not to be, is THAT the question?

Hello one and all. This is serena back from the dead... the dead, with the maggots that eat your cold hearted flesh right off your bones... and then whats left of yoru body disinigrates into the tainted soil of this place we call earth... only to bring nutrients to our tainted soil.... then ill-tainted grass is grown upon our disinigrated remains leaving us to be one with this horrible earth...then they plant tasteless food upon our remains of our nutrients... then they pick the food as its tainted with my remains of nutrients from my disinigrated body... as the person eats their food they eat whatever was left of me...

and that was my morbid section.. haha.. sorry.. i went to the CASA show thing... it was really good.. brydon did really well.. and brina was searching for a buffet.. :-p  (sp?) . . . . anyways, it was really good.. and my the funniest one.. was the "day of the dead" scene.. haha. it was just funny i can't really explain it.. you had to have seen it.. hha.. :-p well tis it for me.. i guess i'm done for now.. :-p haha.. alright. ..byez! cc

Currently Listening Official Remix Album By Cascada Complete mix :-p see related

Hey! whats up everyone!!! ? haha.. ok dont mind me... i desided not to let this site die.. :-p so i shall update it every now and again.. :-p hopefully... my weekend.. was fun... i got to hang out with my friends and some family... and meet someone new! haha.. :-p 'now i have my concert choir concert this wednesday... haha.. :-p here is a song that is in the concert that i think is really pretty.. haha... its spanish too.. :-p here we go..

           "Amor De Mi Alma"

yo no naci,
sino para quereros,
mi alma os a cortado,
cortado a su medida,

yo no naci,
sino para quereros,
mi alma os a cortado,
cortado a su medida,
habito del alma misma,
del alma misma os quero,

yo no naci,
por vos,
y por vos,

por vos,
por vos,
por vos,
por vos,
yo lo leo tan solo,
que ande vos me guardo,
que ande vos me guardo en escrito,

quanto tengo,
confise deveros,
y por vos naci por vos,
por vos tengo la vivida,

habito del alma misma,
del alma misma os quero,
y por vos,
y por vos e de morir,
y por vos e de morir,

yo no naci,
para quereros,
por vos....

just so you know this is the alto part...:-p when i get really bored i'll put the actual poem up.. :-p its really pretty .. the concert is this wednsday.. so you should come to see it.. its at 7:30pm at LDHS so try to come! :-p haha.. ok i'm goin gt ogo.. so i'll talk t you peoples who dont read this later! byez! cc

Currently Listening I Never Knew Concequense see related

2 Totally Random Conversations...

First this convo was yesterday.. 4/11/07 with Charlie:
   ~ just so you know, you can't see what he was annoying me with.. it is these laughing smileyfaces on aim 6.0 and i hate them.. they bug me..

KEY:
Serena
Charlie

M: jess has a message for you...
Z: o_o
Z: Ok, shoot.
M:  wait.. .i need to get it. oh wait hold on..
M:
Z:  lol
M: "Tell Charlie that I'm here if he needs to talk. I know how he feels. And I hope things are going well with you too! Miss and "
M: she left this on my myspace..
M: do you have one of those?
Z:  I used to, I doubt it still works.
M: you use too.. but you dont no more?
Z:  No, I think they cleared it.
M: really?
M: what did it use to be?
Z:  I forget, XD
M: well... i wanna find it... haha
Z:  Have fun.
Z:  Havent touched it in years.
M: well thats no fun..
M: what about an xanga?
Z:  Nope.
M: how can you not have one of those??
M: what do you do online.
Z:  Easily, apparently.
M: again.. what do you do online?
Z:  I do whatever I feel like?
M: well.. you dont tell me noting..
M: nothing*
Z:  Nope.
M: you know, i have a friend who uses that smiley face too..
M: that smileyfact always bugged me..
Z: 
M: ha...
M: ha..
M: ha..
M: ..
M: ok there we go.
M: :p
Z: D
D
D
D

D
D
D
D

M: GAH!!
Z: xD
M: you know.. your mean..
M: meanie butt!!!!
Z: Yep.
Z:
M: goodness..
Z:
M: GAH!!!
Z:
M: you know.. why must you torture me?!?!
Z:
Z: Becuase you told me it bothered you.
Z: BIG MISTAKE.
Z:
M: i'll get you back at work.. you jsut wait..
M: *nods head*
Z: Note to self: Send Ser outside.
M: ser?
M: am i guy now?
Z: No, roffle.
M: i'd hope not..
Z: I dont know, ARE YOU A GUY?!
M: ummm...
M: well if i AM a guy.. then my chest area is very swollen... and i seem be ... umm as you say... missing an important part..
Z: You chopped it off, how could you.
M: well i felt nothing..
M: who said i chopped it off..
M: come to think of it.. i'm not that girly... maybe we have figured out hte problem..
M: *nods head*
Z: You had a sex change?
M: when did i have time to have a sex change.
Z: These last few days.
M: anyways... i have to go.. we are going out to eat..
Z: lol, alright
M: so i guess we can continue this convo later..
M:
M: byz!
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This is a conversation between me and Dan today:
   ~ just so you know i'm cutting out the non- important stuff...

KEY:
Serena
Dan

C: hola
D: hola
(i showed dan the convo between me and charlie, the one above)
C: ya... the person who uses that smiley face i was talking about. .that was you.. and i could never tell you before.. but that smilyeface really does bug me.
D: lol
D: y?
C: why? i have no idea.. but it truely does bug me..
C: i didn't want to tell you before.. because you liked using it.. but then he started using the same one.. and that bugged me too..
C: how come i dont have wierd convos like that with you?
D: ?
D: idk
D: ....
C: well thats no fun.. you have convos like that with emily...
D: nothing we every talk about sparks a conversation like that
C: well thats no fun..
D: not much of a girl friend i never seem to get alot.....
C: i should start to talk more random around you...
C: haha!
C: i like that song..
D: me too
D: im sining to it
C: haha
D: *singing
C: you should join... wait.. nevermind..
D: ??? join what?
C: i was oging to say you sould join chorus.. haha
D: y did you say nvm
D: ?
C: 1.) because you dont sing infront of people
C: 2.)  i'm not gonna be in chorus..
C: although you can be in chorus anyways if you want..
D: lol im not confident in my voice
D: i haven't been in chorus since sixth grade
C: so i'm not confident in my voice all the time either..
D: u haven't heard me sing really
C: well thats because your always so quiet.. and refuse to sing!
D: lol
D: well
D: ...
D: we need to be in a quiet place and then ill try and sing
C: *rolls eyes* you are too much like me a few years ago...
D: ...?
C: me a few years ago.. like 8th grade.. i wouldn't sing infront of people.. if you heard me sing.. and said soemthing.. i'd completely shut up and say i wasn't singing..
D: lol ill sing but i just need a time place and a song
C: join chorus
C: you can be a tenor
D: im not sure if i could get in
C: anyone can get into chorus..
C: like i'm serious..
C: its concert choir that is a tough call
C: do you ever have any random dreams?
D: not really...
D: well i don't really have any real dream right now
C: poe que?
D: idk i just don't think about that kind of stuff much
C: have you ever had any random dreams like dreams that were so bazzare
D: like?
C: like... you were randomly chased by an abominalble snowman.. or dremt that your friends were vampires and your life was a game..
C: or that you were a girl... and what not..
C: i odnt konw.. stuff out of the ordinary...
D: not really my mind isn't really that creative........
C: you haven't?!?!!?
C: what in the world..
C: i've had wierd dreams.
D: like if i want to draw something it takes me a really really long time to do something but its really really good
C: i can't draw for crap...
D: lol
C: i can't!
C: i mean.. i can draw but again.. it takes me a long time.. and i can only draw cartoons... and not hands.. or feet.. and its half decent when i try.. but .. ya no.. i'm not a drawing person.. i leave that to brina..
C: as you seen her, laura, and my other friend crystal can draw well..
D: laura like trys to rape me laura?
C: ya
C: that laura..
C: shes ok...
D: ok....
C: brina does good drawings.. like my icon, i think i told you this, but she drew that for my birthday..
C: and crystal is good at anime.. and so is laura..
D: do you think i would be a person that gets a tattoo
C: ????
C: ummm.. that was random.. but no
D: ... thats what em said
C: jsut like when you said that you were thinking about getting an earring.. i was supprised too
D: y?
C: just because ... you seem like hte guy, no offence.. who goes by the rules.. and your personality jsut doesn't seem to go well with tattoo/earring..
D: lol
C: its just like if you told me that you swear alot.. i woudn't believe you...
D: i don't really
C: i know
C: i'm jsut using examples..
C: like... if i told you that i drink would you believe me/
D: no
C: see thats my point
C: not that i do!
D: lol
C: it jsut doesn't fit with the personality
D: ok
C: anyways, why were youtinking about getting a tattoo?
D: idk ive always wanted one
C: where???
C: or dont i want to know?
D: sholder/chest?
C: of what?
D: idk
C: well you need to think of these things!
C: my sister has a belly ring..
C: thats totally rnadom..
D: lol yea
C: what would your name be if you were a girl?
D: idk
C: well if you had to pick a random name.
C: lets say you were a drag queen.. what would your name be?
D: no need to im a guy
D: at least i think i am
D: ?????
C: you THINK you are?
C: is ther esoething we should know here?
D: i feel like i am *starts to move hand*
D: *moves hand closer*
D: lol
C: you never know.. you could be a hemaphridite
D: yep im a guy
D: ..... that would be acward
C: . . .
C: so what would your name be though?
D: im not going to pick one cuz theres no reason to be
C: well lets say you desided to be a drag queen.. what would your name be?
D: im not going to be so......
C: well you never know.
C: *nods head*
C: *gasp* dan are you secretly in the closet?
C:  . .  awww.. what happened to my random conversation we were having..
D: .....?
C: i liked the random convo we were having

well thats it.. ok i'm done.. :-p

TO ALL WHITE TAGS IN 3A

ok well,  i was talking to charlie on the computer.. and yes... we talk on AIM...  but anyways, he asked a favor of me to tell all the white tags... well here.. i'll jsut copy and past the entire convo...

MorGwilwileth - Me
Zeik188 - Charlie

Zeik188 (8:44:57 PM): Hey.
MorGwilwileth (8:45:00 PM): hola
Zeik188 (8:45:10 PM):  Look, I need to talk to you.
Zeik188 (8:45:17 PM):  And you can relay this to the other white tags.
MorGwilwileth (8:45:28 PM): i can or can't?
Zeik188 (8:45:31 PM):  Can.
Zeik188 (8:45:37 PM):  Infact, I'd rather you did.
MorGwilwileth (8:45:48 PM): . . . ok. . . your sorta getting me worried now. . .
MorGwilwileth (8:45:51 PM): >.>
Zeik188 (8:46:36 PM):  I'm having a hard time with being a foreman now. Not just because of what  the job brings. I"m just having a difficult time telling you guys what to do.
Zeik188 (8:46:45 PM):  Cause I used to be on the same level as you guys.
Zeik188 (8:47:01 PM):  I have to tell my best friends what to do, even if they dont like it.
Zeik188 (8:47:09 PM):  Simply because thats my job.
MorGwilwileth (8:47:20 PM): you think we are your best friends? awww
Zeik188 (8:47:31 PM):  And I'm having trouble doing that. ><
Zeik188 (8:49:57 PM):  I dont want to be considered a bad foreman.
Zeik188 (8:50:29 PM):  But I also hate telling you guys what to do, because half the time, its STOP WALKING TOGETHER, or GET AWAY FROM THE PIT.
Zeik188 (8:50:39 PM):  Or the cage.
Zeik188 (8:50:42 PM):  Or what have you.
Zeik188 (8:50:48 PM):  you know where I'm going here?
MorGwilwileth (8:51:32 PM): ya i do.. unfortunatlly.. ya i can ask them to do that for me.. i hope that they have enough respect for me to respect you as a foreman.. no offence to you..
Zeik188 (8:52:10 PM):  I know, I'm just having trouble telling you guys to do stuff, especalliy if its something you dont wanna do.
MorGwilwileth (8:52:21 PM): but if they ever dont listen to you.. and its like.. dier need for them to listen to you like janice is around or what not i'm sure you can tell me.. and i'm almost certain that they will listen to me..
Zeik188 (8:52:23 PM):  Like if I have to send you guys outside.
MorGwilwileth (8:52:30 PM): well i listen to you..
MorGwilwileth (8:52:46 PM): for the most part.. well you hadn't really told me something that i didn't wanna do..
Zeik188 (8:53:12 PM):  Well, you know, the things you do. You guys like to talk to your friends and such.
Zeik188 (8:53:20 PM):  And I understand, I WAS a foreman last year.
Zeik188 (8:53:23 PM):  err
Zeik188 (8:53:25 PM):  white tag
Zeik188 (8:53:27 PM):  whatever
Zeik188 (8:53:29 PM):  Oi
MorGwilwileth (8:53:43 PM): haha
Zeik188 (8:53:43 PM):  I think Lara hates me now because I harped on her for following eric around.
MorGwilwileth (8:54:10 PM): no i dont think she hates you.. i think she might not understand why...
Zeik188 (8:54:32 PM):  Cause its my freaking job, if I DONT tell you guys what to do, I might just get fired/not get rehired.
Zeik188 (8:55:24 PM):  I dont do it cause I dont like you guys, I do it cause thats what I'm ment to do.
Zeik188 (8:55:37 PM):  I like the lot of yous, even Eric.
MorGwilwileth (8:56:00 PM): haha.. thats suprising..
Zeik188 (8:56:08 PM):  Eric is just odd, thats all.
MorGwilwileth (8:56:26 PM): haha yes he is.. alrihgt..
MorGwilwileth (9:03:15 PM): anyways, why didn't you tell me to talk to everyone before i signed off ... i mean i just saw laura like 30 minutes ago..
MorGwilwileth (9:03:16 PM):
MorGwilwileth (9:10:36 PM): hey, do i ignore you at work too?
Zeik188 (9:10:45 PM):  No.
Zeik188 (9:10:57 PM):  Its just sometimes I ask you guys to do things and I get ignored.
MorGwilwileth (9:11:55 PM): ok... i haven't known

ya that is the convo... so i'm asking of all you white tags to please try and look at charlie as  your foreman... not someone our age...  please... if you have to, try to do it out of respect for me.. or as a favor to me.. please... thanks.. :-p ok that is kinda it.. i'm tired... alright. byez! cc